Why is it?

Why is it that every single time, something is about to happen, I get all excited over, and everything seems to fall into place just perfectly. Some thing always has to ruin it at the VERY LAST MOMENT!

GOD! It drives me NUTS!! I get so ANGRY!

I swear, EVERY SINGLE TIME! this happens to me. I'm beginning to lose all hope in everything and I'm even being very cautious to what I say or do now, I don't know why, but I just feel very superstitious now. Since every single time this happens to me.

Gosh, I just really want a vacation from everything.

Stressing out about everything.
The Snow, MCA testing, Finals, School, ACT's, Placement test for NHCC, Driving test, Appointments in which i have to miss school for, And I need a job, and PROM.
All of this is in the month of April.

My head is hurting now.