Friday, April 4, 2008

Grandma.

I woke up this morning, and its quiet.

I go upstairs and my Grandma walks around, not knowing what to do with herself anymore.
I can see that she is crying quietly to herself so I decide to make something for her too.

The kids are gone, I guess their mom came to pick them up.

She packs up her things, and stares out the window.

I heard from someone that "she" was going to come back. I'm surprised my dad hasn't told me this yet, but I could kind of tell because when he got home last night, my grandma was yelling and lecturing him about it. Right then and there i could tell what was going on, and I had hoped all night that it wouldn't be true. Because as much as I'd love the kids to have their mother around to care for them, I've grown sick of her just leaving and coming as she pleases.

Being here alone with my grandma, I can feel her sadness. I'm sad she'll be going once again.
All she wants is the best for my dad, but I guess he can't seem to see that.

He's turned almost everyone against him because of his choices.
I just want to find someone new for him. Its not like I wanted him to be alone forever, but just for a while to get himself straightened out.

Its a nice day out, but I don't feel like leaving her alone in this house.

1 comments:

Sophia said...

Wow that's really sad and I am so saddened to hear this Shanna. I agree with you and I am sorry your family is going through issues right now. Life is only complicating if you make it that way. So soon I hope you guys will be better.

And thanks for the nice words Shanna. I hope I do get the job and I hope to get things right on track the way I wanted. TTYL k.

- Sophia