Sigh of relief, yet still so nervous.

All week I've had thoughts of contemplation, and now they have filled my heart with joy.

Today:
Steadily ready, but to such an extent I start to feel powerless inside. I know I had done horribly. I just somehow hope it will all turn around. I'm afraid of that disappointment that awaits me. I start to wonder if maybe my mind is just over thinking the possible outcomes, thinking it's worst.
I knew what was expected, why wasn't I prepared? I absolutely HATE how I live that way of procrastination and crashing everything in at the very last moment.
I was so ready to face the battle, well I thought I was at least. Despondency never hesitated to take over as soon as I set eyes on the battle field.

ACT's SUCK BUTT! There, I think that sums up what I was trying to say. Ahaha!