Why is it?

Why is it that every single time, something is about to happen, I get all excited over, and everything seems to fall into place just perfectly. Some thing always has to ruin it at the VERY LAST MOMENT!

GOD! It drives me NUTS!! I get so ANGRY!

I swear, EVERY SINGLE TIME! this happens to me. I'm beginning to lose all hope in everything and I'm even being very cautious to what I say or do now, I don't know why, but I just feel very superstitious now. Since every single time this happens to me.

Gosh, I just really want a vacation from everything.

Stressing out about everything.
The Snow, MCA testing, Finals, School, ACT's, Placement test for NHCC, Driving test, Appointments in which i have to miss school for, And I need a job, and PROM.
All of this is in the month of April.

My head is hurting now.

Happy Easter!

Oh no! Back to waking up every morning at 6:30am and hustling to get ready so I will make it on time to get to the bus.

Well, It was a very relaxing week i guess. (Doing absolutely NOTHING!)

Oh gosh, and here my mind goes again, thinking about all the things that I need to do before its too late.

Well today, spent easter Sunday at church.

The Sun IS OUT!

I Love how the sun has been out for the past two days. It makes my spring break a lot more cheerful since i've kind of been bored at home all week.

But when the sun it out it puts me in a good mood. =)
Tonight, me and a few buddies from Champlin might go to Roseville's (my old school) asian open mic.
Gosh I miss all my friends over there.


All week I've been looking for a job, and a car. And goodness its alot harder than I thought.
Well, find a job is, I mean I'm sure I could probably get one anywhere right now, but I'm just really picky, because I don't want to work somewhere where I don't like the enviornment.
But the fast I get a Job, the Faster i can get my car and my license and pay for all my bills and do what I want when I want, instead of having to wait around and depend on others to take me places.

Okay, I've been holding this movie off for a week now, I'm off to go watch Miss Potter in our home theater.

Ahaha! This is a list (recommended by Sophia) of what I want to do this summer! =D

Ok, but before I start, here is a picture of me and Samuel. I miss him. He's so cute!

He's so funny, because when he takes pictures he holds his breath, and if I look at him to see why, he'll start laughing.

And My Spring break has officially started. Being home with nothing to do. hahaha, but it feels kind of good to relax from such a stressful week. Although I'm worried I won't know what to do after two days of this relaxation.

My List:
Go to the beach every other day
Go jogging almost every day
Hopefully I will have a job for the summer, so Work
Road Trip to near by towns. lol
Go on a shopping spree with all the thrift stores in the cities.
And basically just have the most fun i've never had for summer. =)

Cannot wait until Spring break!

Well, actually I can't wait until SUMMER! =D
It just makes me get so happy just thinking about it. Oh boy! all the fun in the sun! and hopefully by then I'll have my own car and a license!

*sighs...
Mann... its only Tuesday and already I'm so ready for the week to be over! I am so swamped with school stuff, I don't even get enough sleep because all I've been doing since yesterday is just homework till around 11pm. And this whole day light savings has got my sleeping all screwed up.

SUMMER SUMMER HURRY! I JUST WANT IT TO BE SUMMER!

Good day. =)

It was GREAT!

Even though my hair was frozen this morning, my day was swell. =D

Didn't fall asleep in class.
Didn't trip and fall.
Got things done on time.
Didn't get any detentions. (although I never do anyways) =P
Came home and wasn't bored.


Ah...*sighs* now its time for bed.
I hope I have as great of a good day tomorrow like I did today. If not, it better be Better. =)
Good night all.

I miss...

ROSEVILLE!


Going to Rosedale mall today, and I'm really nervous and excited, because I get to see so many familiar faces again. :)

Friends from Roseville, I miss you all so dearly!

What is wrong with me?

Omgosh! What the heck?
This has never happened to me before.

I could not sleep last night at ALL! I went to bed at 10:30pm, and kept tossing and turning and couldn't even sleep until 5:30am! When I finally fell asleep for a little bit at 5:30 Jaime calls me for a wake up call at 6am, and then I wake up again until like 7am. I decide that I won't go to school cause i didn't get any sleep, and even though I was wide awake at 7am, I wouldn't be in class if I go, so whats the point. So I stayed home, took 2 sleeping pills and woke up at 3pm. LOL!
Weird, i know.
Gosh, screwed up my whole sleeping system.

Then, when I woke up, all I felt like eating were oranges. hahaha. So I just ate a bunch of oranges today. I think its cause I want some juice, but we don't have any. So i substituted it with oranges.

ok, well hopefully I get some sleep tonight, i'll make sure I do. I'll take some sleeping pills tonight. Should have last night, but I thought that It was too late and I wouldn't wake up in the morning.

But yeah, that was my day. lol
I was in bed all day long.

Today is Daddy's birthday.

Its my Dad's birthday today! I think he is 37 years old... well its either 37 or 38, i'm sorry I can't remember. But one of the two.
Me and Alice and Dylan made him a card yesterday, and this morning they are baking him a cake i believe. hahahaha...

I don't know if he wants to do anything today in celebration, but we'll see.


On another thought:
I've been so lazy and moody all weekend. I hate it.